19th December 2009,

I didnt manage to update my blog on the 19 was because I went to my aunty house and before that I went to a mall and the mall is so pretty. Full of Christmas decoration, the best decoration compare to the others. Even they have fake snow. super nice, took some pictures with my cousin. Seriously, I wished that you were there with me instead of Melvin. I miss you so much..
Then we had our early dinner at Japanese restaurant. I love japanese food^^

that very moment, my baby was pissed due to his cousin's bf.He had to leave the service right after the praise and worship. be patient alright dear, If you are not happy just talk to him straight. Dont keep it to yourself, not good^^

then went for window shopping and then head to my cousin's house. However there was a change in plan. she brought us to a place to chill and eat. then only we continue to go my cousin's house. My baby called to check whether I've reached or not and the call was just in time when I just reached! so ngam..:)

When my baby went to bed, I accompanied my elder cousin to play Tom Rider until 2am. Then straight went to bed. Baby, I miss you and I wish you can meet my aunty and cousins. They really are nice people.

20th December 2009,

I woke up early at 7.30am and sat at the sofa, chit chat with my aunty. Then she showed me my cousin's pictures. It was hard for me to ask about what happened so I didnt ask but she suddenly talk about it and I could see her teary eyes until she really cried. I tried my best not to cry and be strong. But I couldnt, I drop few tears and tried my best to hold it. I rubbed away the remaining tears and tried to calm her down. Mother loves, I can see she misses him so much.
He brought so much joy in the family, he is funny, love to tease my aunty and joke around with everyone.

Then we head down to my cousin's grave and I did a little prayer for him. My uncle and aunty talked to him "ateen, Alice is here to visit you" I felt like crying again but I hold it.
After for awhile, we left and had our lunch. Then Melvin and I head to my mom's shop. around that time, my baby was about to go back Penang. I prayed for his safety in my heart. I prayed that God will protect him and guide him through his journey back safely.

I went to JPCC, where Pst Sydney Mohede is. The church somehow like ours, CHC but nothing beat CHC. my own church, I miss going to CHC with you baby. I miss CHC also. I miss the present of God so strong fell in the presence.

Once the Svs done, when I was on the way back. I was so worried that my baby didnt sms me. he was supposed to reach by then. Baby I am so scared to loose you. I love you so much dear.

I hope you have a great time in Penang with your family. I miss you so much..

On the 18th Dec 2009

My mom, Melvin, my mom friend and I went to the beach in Jakarta. I dislike the beach, as it is extremely dirty. I hate Indonesian people for being such an Ignorant asses. Only know how to use but do not even bother to take care the environment. However, we still went. I hate such a bad stomachache then went public toilet. The pain still there until I could not even eat lunch. my mom forced me to eat a little and I did.

We went to take a boat- small tour and took some pictures. Then we walk along the bridge and gosh! I miss my baby extremely bad, really missing him alot. I tried my best to enjoy and took some shot and my mom took some shot of me when I was "daydreaming" thinking of you

At night, we had some arguement and honestly I cried. I feel so bad and worst is I could not do anything, cant even touch him and I tried my best to cheer him up yet still cant. Baby, my heart weaken when I see you were down like yesterday.my whole heart and mind is thinking of you. I think about you more than I think about myself. I know this is sound stupid and impossible but please lets not fight or argue anymore. I cannot take it. I love you baby..

Anyway, here are some of the pictures.

Melvin and the Ladies.

My mom and I

Me standing on a boat

My mom and her friend posing

Thinking about my baby

So that are some of the pictures. ^^ mwakz!

On the 17th December 2009, early in the morning I chat and webcam with my dear. I am so happy and even missing him more and more. I had a great time chatting with him and his cousin.
Then we did our own activities for the day, Melvin and I went to my mom's shop for lunch and we decided to go to another mall in Jakarta. There are so many of them and so far we almost went to all of them. Then we met my cousin and her boyfriend and we went to watch avatar. It was so nice!!!!oh baby, How I wish that I could watch it with you. I was pretty jealous towards my cousin. She hugged her boyfriend while watching the movie and I couldnt. I am too far away from my baby but I know it is only for a short term. Soon I will reunite again with him.:)

anyway, I saw so many spongebob and Patrick mini statue in a mall. I will post the picture when I got the time to transfer them. when I saw Spongebob and Patrick, really reminds me of you dear. my baby love them so much. :)

I was actually just kidding when I asked him to buy me a perfume for Christmas present but he meant it. Baby, I will not lie. I am happy to get a Christmas present from you and I know it is a big step for you. You never bought anyone a present and I am surprised for that. Remember baby, what count is the heart and not the present. The sincerity of the heart.:)

I told you before, It is good to buy your beloved one a gift- even there are no celebration or events. As long as you have the will to give, I am as your girlfriend really am happy. Like I am willing to spend my money to give you surprised for your birthday. I know it may seems nothing but I thought you were looking for that particular thing and Hoping that you will be happy. Even for this Christmas, I am still looking for one present for you. I hope I will find the right one and you will love it.

I love you so much baby. How I wish that I can celebrate Christmas with you. From the deepest of me, I miss you so bad dear.

Today is 16th of December 2009. It is a week and four days I am In Jakarta and I miss my dear more and more. Each day I long to see your face, hear your voice and miss your touch.

Last night we didnt get to see each other from webcam. I was extremely happy, two days ago we webcam and we had a good laugh. oh baby, I truly miss you.

Today, the whole day didnt really do anything. Spent time watch dvds and in the evening. We went to a mall called City Walk. We ate SushiGroove and took some pictures purposely just to show my baby.

Baby, I am so happy to have you as my baby. Anyway, These are my pictures for today, Just to update you on my current condition. I had alot of fun in Jakarta (so far and thank God)

My mom and Mr Snowy~

Me infront of City Walk!!

Me Dancing with Mr Snowy~;p

Dont Think Twice!!Choose Me!=P

Me and Mr Snowyman!!:D

first day of the 2nd week in Jakarta

Happy 10th Months anniversary for being together with you baby!!I was waited for you to call or at least wish me through sms. I almost forgotten and thank God I remembered!

Today, I brought Melvin to go the nearest plaza. He managed to buy shirts and I accompanied him also try my very best to be a good host plus a good friend. Actually, I feel bad that I have no car to bring him around. So in return, I bring him around to shop and watch movie.

It was 4pm or so, I realized that it was our anniversary and I was pretty sad. The one next to me not my dear but Melvin. It is already the 10th months passed just like that. With no celebration and the worst, he was not at by my side.

10 months passed by so quickly and deep down in my heart wish that as time goes by; My relationship with my baby will get stronger and better. We can understand each other much better than before and keep the love strong between the both of us.
My mom said, it is only 10 months. what about years? will you able to keep up this kind of level later on? I just wish for the best and I do love you baby.

I love to hear you laugh, I love to see your smile, I love to look into your eyes that tells me- you love me. Nothing else I can ask from God, He has given me a chance to be someone who loves me and have found Jesus in his life. It is a blessing in my life to have him around.

Ilove you so much baby.

1 week in Jakarta

Today is Monday which make me feel like the first day in Jakarta and feels like on Sunday was the day I am still with you. I read my dear's blog and we thought about the same way. a week yet feels like forever.

Yesterday, I went to Ratu Plaza to fetch Melvin. His bus stopped at that mall which was pretty easy for my mom and I to get him. Once I met him, I am seriously thinking of my baby. I was like, damn! made me feel I am in Malaysia and I am just outside with Melvin and going home to where my baby at. However, I am not. After awhile, My mom finished her gym and met Melvin. I could see the akwardness and in the same time he was trying to be polite while my mom was trying to be a friendly host. After all it is nice to meet a friend.

Baby, I am so glad that I have friend to hang out with! even just for awhile. In this week, we are planning to meet our other college friends who stays in Jakarta. Hope things going to be really exciting!

Baby, I hate it so much to be far from you but in the same time I am glad for this chance. From this I can realise how much you mean to me and most importantly how much I mean to you. Even though my mom always said, It is good that your boyfriend is a good guy but you are still young and dont rush things, dont rush your feelings. I dont care about that, I know nothing last forever but I Love you baby and happy to have you as my baby.

When I heard your voice before I went to bed. Gosh, I miss you so bad. the more you miss me the more I miss you baby. I love you more baby!

I missed out 2 days to blog and also didnt manage to webcam and chat online with my baby. I am blogging right now, 7pm before I was about to leave for wedding dinner. My mom and I were invited to go as well. In case I have no time to blog later, so here I am blogging to share about 2 days ago.



In that two days, nothing much really happened. After I chat online and webcam with my dear, I went to my dad shop and help him the whole day. Then we went to my grandma house and reached around 7.30pm or 8pm. Then I went to buy food with my dad and we ate it together at home with my cousin also. Then I tried to do some bonding with my relatives, my grandma and my aunties. Then I went to bed early. From there I can only sms my dear and he called me once or twice. urgghh..I miss you!!



Then the next day, I woke up really early.6am!! then slack in my room until 7.30am and went to shower. then I got nothing to do and finally around noon 1pm, I could not take it anymore! I told my cousin that I am going with her to her campus. before went to her campus, we dropped by to my qiuKung (my grandma's brother). I was so shocked, when I saw him- He is really so skinny. I finally realised he is having cancer so went for kemoteraphy (forgotten how to spell the word). his side face got burned, I prayed in my heart that God will heal him!! I chit chat with him for awhile and then went off to my cousin campus.



Then waited for her to finish her exam. there was funny incident happened. The lecturer, suspect me and her bf helping one of the student (unidentified though). She took the book with her. lol!

We wen to the campus again on the next day and we Thank God they didnt take her name or else she can kiss goodbye to her result and must repeat the next semester!! I hangout for few hours there and proceed to my mom's shop. After that, I went home and thats when I read my dear's blog. How sweet you are baby, but remember words without action is zero. I love you dearly and I miss you more each day!

4th day in Jakarta

Today is the fourth day I am in Jakarta and I woke up around 9.15am. First thing I remembered was to online msn, I was afraid that he waited for me like yesterday. His msn was still on but there was no replied and I sent him message just to reconfirmed whether he was still asleep or already awoken.

He replied me and we video converence again. I love it. He even waited for me to finish shower.
Today my result is out and my baby helped to check. Thank you dear!
I am pretty happy that I reached my goal of having my cgpa above 3. Although I was pretty disappointed with one or two. well it is okay. Just like what my baby said. B is better than a C. grateful that there is no C.:)

I was at my mom shop until 1.15pm. i was supposed to reach my dad's shop by 1pm but suddenly heavy rain. I was a little wet from the drizzle. I helped my dad, checking some price code and send some items to my uncle shop right one floor below. Today so many people were talking to me and we were joking around. They are the worker in that area. Really nice and friendly.

Then didnt really talk much with my baby as he was about to work. around 5.30pm, my mom and I went to buy stuff to cook. corn soup! yummy!
then I spent my time watching dvd and finally I can talk with my darling in msn and most importantly can see his face!:D
He said I am becoming very sensitive once I reach Jakarta. no I am not, I am just observence thats all! or maybe a little..no idea.xD

hee:D
I love you dear.Sleep tight!

3rd day in Jakarta

Last night, I was hoping to be able to chat online with him but it didnt happen. I was really sad that I didnt hold my promise to my dear. He called me and was somehow a little bit happy. He was not mad but he understood my situation. I love it whenever I heard him talking in that way, full of understanding and my heart feels less burden. After we ended our conversation and I remembered that he told me he was going to sleep right after talking to me. So I decided to do the same and went to bed. I was over exhausted and woke up rather late. I jumped out of the bed and quickly online msn. There was he! man! I am so happy to see him talking to me right after I online.

Again we saw each other through webcam. Baby I miss you even more. I miss your presence. I miss your lame joke. I miss your hugs. I miss your cooking. I miss you!

The whole day, I spent my time watching animes and unpack unwanted clothes. Then he called me, I am always looking forward to his call and I miss his voice. Right now, while blogging, I am chating with him and this time he is rather quiet than yesterday. He told me that he is really tired but he still wants to wait for me to finish blogging.

I love you baby:)

2nd days in Jakarta

Today is the second day I am in Jakarta yet my mind is till thinking of my baby. Yesterday when I was still in KL. He told me that it is not as if we are going to break up and you are going back for holiday, so why have to cry? those words gave me strengh even just for awhile.

However, whenever I am in his arm and whenever he hug me, I felt so comfy and the feeling was just so nice. I couldnt stop myself to and let my tears out.



My heart soften whenever I heard him say I love you and throughout the day at home and in airport. Having him at by my side, I am more than happy and when he hugged me for the last moment before I left. I just wish time could stop. I cried and I cried all the way up the airplane.



We never part, even just a day for almost 10 months. we know each other ugly side and tend to get pissed at each other and also treated coldly. BUT, when I was about to leave. that was the moment, where I just want him to be by my side and wants to treasure every single moment.



at that moment, it made me realise that I want to have a better relationship with him and stay close to him. I dont care if he say that I am being manja but I prefer that than being cold to each other.



Today is a nightmare to me, I hate to live a life full of fear and pretend. I really want to fix my relationship with my dad. I would do anything but today made me think that it is useless.

He scolded me just because I miscalculated the amount of money. I dislike the way he talk. so sharp and hurt me so bad. Until made me think, IF only I got money. I wont even bother to ask and try to please him so much. I tried my very best to care and yet still useless.

Then my baby, he tried to cheer me up. Thank you dear and I miss you so bad.

Happy birthday to Issac Lim

Today is a special day for Mr Issac Lim aka ah pek :D

Happy Birthday to you.. I wish you happiness and long life.
We've known each other for almost two years and half.
The first time to get to know you, people say we were twins/ siblings and some people say we are like couple. =P

Just wanna let you know, I am glad and really am happy to have known you.
Together we've been through tough and happy time. We are together in dream team with the rest of our beloved friends.
Time passes so fast and we are finishing our college years.
I hope we will still contact each other and will not lost contact until we are turning old.=D


Once again Happy Birthday Issac Lim!!:D

*hugs*

Thank you

Today is a wonderful day!

First reason: No class!

Second reason: can wake up a later than 8!

Third reason: I went to college just for a briefing. I went by foot and It was really hot sunny day. I wish in my heart- God please let the cloud cover the sun and dont let me sweat. It really happened!! cloud blocked the sun until I reached college!! how wonderful!

Forth reason: Free lunch! the school provided! :P

Fifth reason: watched dvd while eating dinner with my loved one.

sixth reason: Took a nice bath~

Seventh reason: relaxing time while blogging.:D

Can we do that every single day? counting how many good things happen in a day.
At times, we faced one problem and we let that one take over many other things happened. We also assumed, everything is bad.

It is depending on each individual. we decide what we feel and we decide how things going to happen. Of course we do not control on what will happen next but we control our emotion, our thoughts and action.

We have to learn how to appreciate on the things we have and not complain on every single thing that went wrong.

(To those who read today's blog, please dont mind me. I am a little off today. )

I just wanna say Thank You God for giving me a peaceful day.:D

Wish

I enjoyed the things happened these days. Besides, having much freedom from assignments and project work. My relationship is sailing smoothly. Yesterday was my 8th Month anniversary. Nothing much happened and never expect anything much to happen as we never celebrated any anniversary even once. At first I was kinda feeling not right but after sometimes, get used to it. The only different was Justin and Joanne came over to have dinner together. I can see that he was so excited to have his friends come over to join us for dinner. everyone enjoyed the dinner.

My boyfriend treat me well and care about me, I remember he used to say he dislikes a girl who being overly "manja" and he said he doesnt mind me being that way. He even stop smoking, I kept asking him to stop and he is one stubborn guy. He never do what I asked him to do but he said to me and himself that he will stop smoking.

I really happy to see him change into a better guy. I am not saying those people who smoke are bad people but I just prefer a guy who doesnt smoke. It is unhealthy and waste too much money for something that will only kill you.
How I wish he will do something that will surprised me. I dont expect he will give me anything that is expensive. As long as it is something that really sweet from the bottom of his heart.;p

Every thing is going well but I dont know why my heart feel burden lately. feeling really worried. I realised that my diploma study is going to end soon and I am going home to my hometown for a month long. I wondered what goes in his mind after I told him about it.

I am so worried that I wont be able to come back to KL. I will continue my degree that is for sure but what if things change last minute. So many things running around my mind. I want this relationship will last long.

My boyfriend and I been through together alot and we've found out each other positive and ugly side. I admit he is rather different from other guys I've dated. I never paid for my own food and the stuff I bought But when I am with him, we pay for our own food and we even share when we wanna buy stuff. At first I find it really weird and kinda awkward but slowly I figure out and I dont mind to do all that because I understand his situation, he is only a student and his parents send him money enough for him to buy his needs. I hope once he is working, he will do what guys supposed to do.

I dont wish him to buy me diamond or pay for every of my expenses. If we really meant to be together, I just want a guy who is responsible, understanding, caring and gentle. I love it when I feel someone needs me and I loved it when someone loves me dearly. I really treasure my relationship. I love him for the way he is, the way he handle me- when he is sweet, he can be very sweet and I love it. I love it when I see him in church and pray together with me.I love the way he share stories whenever he experience new things in college or the places he went without me. I love the way he call me biebie. I love it when I saw him sleep talking and called biebie and I love the most when he cuddled me.

May God bless my relationship. God knows how told mold my character and I pray He will mold strong this relationship.^^

Biebie in case you read my blog and you may get angry when you read the way I say about you. Indeed I dislike that part of you but I love you and I learn to understand you more. I hope you will do the best for me. :)

Forgive my mistakes and sorry to piss you often. Love you lots^^

Happy 8th anniversary to my biebie and Myself! XP

I think I should get an award for being hardworking! =P

I've been spending my weekends on doing college assignments and Project design. Such a hardworking girl isnt it? *wink*

In final semester, I am only taking 3 subjects and 1 project. It should not drive me crazy as previous semester where I had to take 5 subjects. In fact I am totally worn out this time.
Project Itself already took up my time more than anything and plus my other subjects, lots of assignments deadline. goshh!

I put my heart and soul for this Project- We are called as the proPassion and been working hard on the current event, D'Ultimate Birthday Bash by DiGi!

Last night, I spent my time to do the mock birthday cake together with my beloved friend, Vinny! together we finish the whole work and of course with the help of Kaka. :)

We've tried to make it look as delicious as possible..;]

Front angle

Side angle (ops my face)

You will always feel relief and proud when you've accomplished something, even though you had to go through difficulties/ obstacles.

This birthday cake ready to be shown during roadshow and attract as many people as possible to go for D'Ultimate Birthday Bash event on 3rd October 2009!

Do not miss out the chance to meet this beautiful handmade cake at Taylors College Petaling Jaya from 10am-3pm on 28th September 2009!
It is this coming monday!!!=)

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Do come and support me! My life partially depends on the success of this event!!
Sucess= Graduate from College and can proceed to Degree!

Movie Night-

Last night was fun, My dear and I went to watch movie! only two person.
It may sounds really gay to some of you but really I felt happy to be able to spend time with my baby. Just two person. He and Me ^^

Though at first things were not as smooth as I was hoping. The traffic was BAD and he hate traffic jam the most. His face turn sour and could not stop scolding the traffic. I could not do anything but just to keep quiet and say be patient.

Things turn pretty well once we reach Sunway Pyramid, we got a nice parking space.
At least it reduced the sourness.=x

Everything went alright, we went to get the ticket- G Force (3D) and ate our dinner- Burger King. He treat me dinner. Such a gentleman. ;p

It was really fun. throughout the movie we say nothing to each other but spent our time laughing. (though it was pretty tiring to use the spec throughout)

Once the movie ended. We took a picture of ourselves wore the 3D spec.

My baby and I

About the movie, the whole thing was really good. the coffee maker come to live, Just like transformer. really nice:)

Indeed well done- 3D is really amazing but the negative thing is that we need to wear to spec for an hour plus. very uncomfortable...my eyes get really dizzy*

though my baby get upset due to the traffic and spoil the mood But I do treasure the moment together with him:))

I love you dear. ^^

Wong Kok-

Last night was another fantastic night! Spent quality time with my good friends and dear in Wong Kok.

Before I continue- I would like to wish to those who celebrate Hari Raya! Happy Hari Raya:)
I think everyone is enjoying their holiday, including mamak shop and even Chinese Shop!
The past two days, the stalls didnt open and we suffer due to that! no food!!
We had to go out just to eat lunch and dinner! including last night.

however, last night was rather different. Behind the reason why we went Wong Kok to have our dinner, it is because the birthday boy (Casper Soh) request for it! ;)

The food were sooo Delicious and ofcourse the super jumbo large drink- special for the birthday boy! ofcourse he didnt drink it all by himself!;p

While we were waiting for the food to come, Mr Birthday boy along with my dear went out to "take money" but actually they went to buy a gift for Mr Birthday boy's dear- Ms Kang!

Ms Kang! I believe you got the present last night?! hahahaha...sorry I had to lie;p
It supposed to be special you know *wink*

Mr Birthday Boy really is sweet! as a friend I really think he is! Ms Kang Kang treasure him~~

anyway, Have a safe journey back to Padang? Send my regards to your family ok? (though they dont know me =p)

Anyway! Mr Birthday Boy! Happy Birthday Once again! Wong Kok really is unique! they gave away free huge Ice milk tea for birthday boy/girl.

What other unique place to "celebrate" your birthday?

I really think D'Ultimate Birthday Bash at Barcelona is going to be a super unique place to celebrate your birthday!

You dont have to drink Alcohol if you are not a drinker...soft drink is always available...

there are lots of prizes to win and a grand prize as well! have lots of fun!!

Curious? Check it out yourself on 3rd October 2009;)

Birthday Boy and the Giant Ice Milk Tea

Mr Birthday Boy and Ms Kang


Compare the difference!!!

Delicious food and Me~ Hungry~~:D

Special service done by Ms Vinny! (Dont spill!);p

Such a wonderful dinner! everyone had fun and everyone's stomach filled with good food!:)

Thank God for such happening night!

What is birthday celebration?

Every day, every hour, every minute and every second.. there are so many life are born into this world.

Different people born in different year, month and date. Every birth bring joy to people, especially parents. Every smile will erase tears and bring peace.

We celebrate birthday Every Year, ever since we are born yet we never get tired. We always looking forward for each birthday- doesnt matter it is your birthday, your family or even your friends.

why is a birthday celebration so important? and what is the reason, people take so much effort to plan for a birthday celebration?

It is important~ Every single effort of remembering and celebrating your loved one's birthday will change someone's heart. Even when you are mad, hate, tired of someone- you will forgive and forgiven for all the did they or you do.

Every single pieces you did, will make a extremely memorable day for the birthday boy/girl and each pieces will form a perfect puzzle of remembrance in their life.

Have anyone celebrated your birthday? and have you celebrated anyone's birthday?


What Kind of birthday have you experienced before? How it started and how did it end?

Was your birthday began with madness/tired and sick of waiting for "no Idea what they were doing? and even hard to smile?"

seeing the cake and didnt know what kind of feeling to express?


Feel like crying?

And finally........

Overjoyed with the unexpected celebration and gifts?

&

Even someone sing for you?


You end your day with Joy by taking group picture!

You thought your friends forgotten about your birthday..but they didnt! Always believe in your friends;)


Or.... have you in a situation where you think your day is a boring day?

about to go for your dinner with your boyfriend? and surprised with the surprised?

Feel Embarrassed?


Your friends hid the cake and waited for you!


You able to make your wishes with joy!

and even.....

gotten your "wanted" handbag?!

And

Add a little spice in it...

Get thrown into the pool?

Yet....

Your friend Cook/BBQ for you?

&

Your special someone Spoon fed you? (soo sweet!=p)


These are the friends who love you
(your day will never get bored)

Or....... were planning to get away from getting a birthday celebration yet you got it earlier than what you expected?

Got called for normal gathering, took a nap while waiting and ......
a birthday cake?


Slumber face....cake.....Surprised?

Got your favourite band..Jonas Brother on your cake?

Even Got a taped birthday wishes from your friends??

what you felt....?

Feeling really touched?
Tears of Joy~

What more you want..then being with your loved ones?

Each time you think back or look back your album pictures. The things that you recalled were the things that made you really happy..

What kind of birthday party you wanna get for yourself or for your loved ones?

Wanna something different?
Bring them to D'Ultimate Birthday Bash on 3rd October 2009 at Barcelona.
Celebrate your birthday with everyone...
not only for October babies...Nov and December as well!

You can have total different kind of special Birthday celebration ever!;)

Happy birthday to Elaine^^

14 of September 2009 is a special day to Elaine! that was her birthday!
Really such a wonderful day whereby so many of us gathered to celebrate her birthday!

We've known each other for almost two years and half! time passed real fast heh?

anyway, we really hope Elaine had fun coz from What I saw, everyone was really having fun, laughed, snapped lots of pictures!

I really hope our days will always filled with joy.^^

Although I am having my monthly period and my mood was so bad, yet I still have fun and ensure that it wouldnt spoil the fun!^^

once again, Happy Birthday Elaine!! I love you dearly!

Hope our friendship will last long..:DD

God BLess you!

Cin(T)a

I can never imagine there is a movie show about religions and relationship. If only this movie is allow in Malaysia and in Indonesia, I am sure everyone will think about it wisely. We are not looking on how the actor or the actress act but we are looking into the content, the message that is being send across through this movie. so many people argue, fight and hate one another regarding this issue. Why do people have to see religions in such a way? Just because of being in a different religion, there are things that you can and cannot do.
very clear example is relationship.


most people say it is impossible to build a relationship when you have different religion. If religion is exist in this world, just for us to look at it in such a way. I really think, we as a human need to think and learn wisely. Each one of us, have different believe and there is nothing wrong with that. What I believe is, the most important thing is how you apply your religion's teaching in your life. our God is a God who is full of love. God is love. If he has so much love, what more of us? we need to learn to apply kindness, wisdom, love and understanding in our life. why religion should be the barrier of everything? It is more on our own attitude- if we have positive attitude and have the will to learn to be a better person. Everyone will definitely lead a better life.

God loves everyone who loves everyone, including their own enemies. As long as we believe in Him and always look for Him in everything you do. other things should not be a problem.

anyway- well done to Cin(T)a's crew. ^^.
May God bless you.

Ms Linda and Me waiting for the bus- went wrong direction! end up at One U.


Group Pic with Cin(T)a Crew.


Vinny, Me and Linda- Loving Cin(T)a

Memory for going such a far place just to watch Cin(T)a

My life in 5 months ( April- August)

Time passes real fast! geez...

Thousand apologize to my dearest blog for being abandoned for few months.

I was a blog freak, then life get busy and honestly I get lazy to update.

oh well, I am back and hopefully I wont be that lazy *finger cross* ;p

The last time I updated my blog was on March, That was on my 4th Semester and was busy with H.O.M.E project.

Wondering how was the project? well, Thank God everything was smooth sailing. I got a good grade for it. Lots of things happen but the great thing because of that, dream team appear and draw everyone closer (not everyone though..hahahaha)^^

Will show who are those part of dream team...;)

Then move on...

I went for 2 months plus internship at Taipan in a small PR event company called Mypartners.

At first things were pretty weird but at the end it was really fun working together with them.

I gain lots of knowledges from my colleagues and especially from my supervisor. If I am given the chance, I would love to work with them again:D

Thank You so much for guiding me through out the months!!!^^

I had so much fun!

My dearest Supervisors and Me ^^

Birthday Surprised for Julius together with work team and Mypartners!!


Wonderful friends I met during Movie Carnival event!

The wonder girls of Movie Carnival 2009

Then it is MY BIRTHDAY!!

I seriously didnt expect for any celebration but with all my heart. I thank all of my friend and my dear Chin Hsien Loong for the birthday surprised. I am really happy and even more happy when I am with them and seeing them happy^^

I am hoping my next birthday, we will still together. Dream team and along with my dear.

We will always be together through hard and happy time. Thank you for everything. I love you all dearly..:)

My 20th birthday Cake from Dream team<3

Making 3 important wishes


My Baby who make this whole thing even sweeter.


My dearest friends- The Dream Team

The "stripper" for the special night- Mr Max Choong. there you go! tips for you;p

I believe through

out the 5 months, I've learned many many things an

d hopefully grown into a better person. I appreciate ever y single thing in my life.