CHINESE NEW YEAR'S DAY

Everyone seems got busy and ofcourse
having fun on this special days! including me!
hemm..although i didnt get busy as much as the people in singapore but i still enjoyed this Chinese new year.
I went for reunion dinner
with my relative too!
nt all ofcourse.
my mom's brother who is my uncle..lol..
every year he invited me to have dinner together with his whole family.
im really touched.
He concern so much about me,
without him i think i would be so lonely during every chinese new year event and throughout the year.
how i wish im with my family during this time.where i could have dinner with my whole family..having fun and collect hong bao!
quite sad but im happy for everbody.=)
i really appreciate everything.
thank you jiu!~

hummm...overall i did spent time.on friday i spent whole day with my best friend,Molly.
we went to cineleisure with our cool dressing aka japanese and western costplay.
every1 look amazed on that day.=P
we watched movie, took few shot of neo print(nice pictures!=)).
then we met with our choir members at marina square.
then late at nite we went to parklane dicided to play pool!
and oh ya...i met Ivan and Yi hui there..haaa!!playing computers game aaha!LOL.
fortunately the last train was at 1.05am. so we did not have to take cab!thank God.

i spent my chinese new year's eve with my relative.eat delicious food!yummy!
i think i need to mix around with my cousins more.i rarely talk to them!hemmm..
but i love this family..such a warm family..

i didnt do much on the chinese new year's day which was yesterday.
i stayed at home the whole day.erm..stay in my room exactly.
play game whole day!interesting..haha..
im quite satisfied though.=)

so just wanna wish happy chinese new year to every1 who celebrate.
may all of u have a properous year ahead!
GONG XI FA CAI!~~wan shi ru yi!!
HONG BAO NA LAI..=P

Molly and me...Snap SHOT! 

molly and i~! costplay costume?=P 

me and molly 

WE HAVE TO CHOOSE THE RIGHT DECISION!

my school's rule has change..really strict..
we are not allow to come late to school even once..
if we do,we have to go for detention right away on that day itself..
right after school lesson's over.

Yesterday..
i woke up really late and definitely am late to school..
i couldnt get a taxi at all..
im so panicked..i know definitely have to go for detention..
im not afraid to go for detention but i had plan to go out with my best friend.if im about to go for detention, i wasted 4 hours in school and i did not want that!!
the evil side of me gave me an idea to skip school..i was about to agree..
however i went against it...I could not afford to miss any lesson especially accounting lesson.
i still decided to go to school no matter what.
my heart beating so quickly..>.<~
as usual they confiscated my ez-link card and the security told me to get my card from from mrs chua who is my disciplin master.my heart sank!

during recess time i was discussing with Molly about the timing to meet her later.Suddenly my friend's classmate told me that on that day we did not have to go for detention.i jumped with joy!~
after school i went to find the other discplin teacher and asked about the detention and he told me that there was no detention for that particular day..IM SO HAPPY!~

one thing i realise..if im about to skip school i will surely miss alot of things and infact i may get into trouble but i made the right decision!on that particular moment all i did was put my trust in the Lord!i believe He will find a way out for me.and He really did!God loves me=)

Me and my mami meiling!~~ 

its me currently 

THE YEAR OF 2006

here i am in singapore..finally adapt into the daily lifestyle here,where i usually did...
however i have to admite that i miss my home town so much..
i had so much fun throughout the two months.
especially within the few days before im going back to Singapore.
my cousin invited me to join her church youth camp for 3 days and 2 night.
through those days i get to know more wonderful new friends.
not only that i am also get the chance to experience God presence strongly and how God really touch the young people's heart.i heard wonderful testimonies.
i didnt regret it.i knew that was God's plan for me to move another higher level as i witness His movement throughout the 3 days and how God used me in a great way at that moment.How he used me to lay hand on people.from this i believe my relationship with God is getting closer.He is wonderful.
God blessed the Church=)

although it is hard to leave the memories i had while im at jakarta but still i do believe God still have another great plan for me.

i finally visited my church new building which is alocate at expo.really amazed me.
on that day, God blessed me once more.He blessed me through pastor joyce and through her,He reminded me that He loves me and He has a greater plan for me.
He wants to use me even more.
there is a mistake which i didnt even realise it. although yes i forgive the people around me who had hurt me but im still stuck within my own problems.
He reminded me to move on so that he is able to use me.
sometimes i felt useless and keep repeating the same mistakes.
I did not dare to face God.im full of sins.
when i heard pastor joyce said that God sacrifice himself to die on the cross for us.
He washed our sins away by His blood and there's no need for us to punish ourself and to hide from God.
He knew every single mistakes which we had.
i felt a thousand relief.

It is time for me to change.
throw away the bad habits within me.from the way i think and the lazy me.
i had to work hard!spend time to serve God in many ways.
spiritually.
so that God's able to use me in a greater way.
it is because i am God's ambassador!
i need to see a greater picture God already plan for me.
i feel its time for me to join church ministry like usher and help out in cellgroup.
to be used by God
safe more people,pray and lay hand on them.
This is the vision i had since the camp and that is my goal.

pls pray for me.=D