Monday, December 21, 2009

19th December 2009,

I didnt manage to update my blog on the 19 was because I went to my aunty house and before that I went to a mall and the mall is so pretty. Full of Christmas decoration, the best decoration compare to the others. Even they have fake snow. super nice, took some pictures with my cousin. Seriously, I wished that you were there with me instead of Melvin. I miss you so much..
Then we had our early dinner at Japanese restaurant. I love japanese food^^

that very moment, my baby was pissed due to his cousin's bf.He had to leave the service right after the praise and worship. be patient alright dear, If you are not happy just talk to him straight. Dont keep it to yourself, not good^^

then went for window shopping and then head to my cousin's house. However there was a change in plan. she brought us to a place to chill and eat. then only we continue to go my cousin's house. My baby called to check whether I've reached or not and the call was just in time when I just reached! so ngam..:)

When my baby went to bed, I accompanied my elder cousin to play Tom Rider until 2am. Then straight went to bed. Baby, I miss you and I wish you can meet my aunty and cousins. They really are nice people.

20th December 2009,

I woke up early at 7.30am and sat at the sofa, chit chat with my aunty. Then she showed me my cousin's pictures. It was hard for me to ask about what happened so I didnt ask but she suddenly talk about it and I could see her teary eyes until she really cried. I tried my best not to cry and be strong. But I couldnt, I drop few tears and tried my best to hold it. I rubbed away the remaining tears and tried to calm her down. Mother loves, I can see she misses him so much.
He brought so much joy in the family, he is funny, love to tease my aunty and joke around with everyone.

Then we head down to my cousin's grave and I did a little prayer for him. My uncle and aunty talked to him "ateen, Alice is here to visit you" I felt like crying again but I hold it.
After for awhile, we left and had our lunch. Then Melvin and I head to my mom's shop. around that time, my baby was about to go back Penang. I prayed for his safety in my heart. I prayed that God will protect him and guide him through his journey back safely.

I went to JPCC, where Pst Sydney Mohede is. The church somehow like ours, CHC but nothing beat CHC. my own church, I miss going to CHC with you baby. I miss CHC also. I miss the present of God so strong fell in the presence.

Once the Svs done, when I was on the way back. I was so worried that my baby didnt sms me. he was supposed to reach by then. Baby I am so scared to loose you. I love you so much dear.

I hope you have a great time in Penang with your family. I miss you so much..

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