Sunday, July 30, 2006
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Today was not a bad day at all..
I was real hyperactive today.
It feels great though i know im still apart with my mobile phone.
well...i was ransacking my room to find my books.
i found 2 pieces of paper.
It was a song lyrics given by someone who used to really care about me.
it may sound stupid.but when i read through this lyrics.every piece of my memories came back in a flash.
why..there's a longing in my heart.Thinking and hoping so much.
We went through a hard time.though we were in a different place before.You still stand right beside me.You supported me.
You gave this lyrics to express how you feel.i received and i feel the same too.Everytime i read this lyrics.I would cry in happiness.I felt so much secure and comfort.Cuz i know u were watching me and i kept on believing in you.
Right now we are in a different path.totally in a different world.
I wonder if the meaning behind this lyric somehow still exist in your heart.
Someone's Watching over Me
Found myself today
Oh i found myself and ran away
something pulled me back
the voice of reason i forgot i had
All i know is just you are here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So i won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And i will be strong
even if it all goes wrong
When i'm standng n the dark i'll still believe
someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And i wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All i know is yesterday is gone
And right now i belong
Took this moment to my dreams
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
I was real hyperactive today.
It feels great though i know im still apart with my mobile phone.
well...i was ransacking my room to find my books.
i found 2 pieces of paper.
It was a song lyrics given by someone who used to really care about me.
it may sound stupid.but when i read through this lyrics.every piece of my memories came back in a flash.
why..there's a longing in my heart.Thinking and hoping so much.
We went through a hard time.though we were in a different place before.You still stand right beside me.You supported me.
You gave this lyrics to express how you feel.i received and i feel the same too.Everytime i read this lyrics.I would cry in happiness.I felt so much secure and comfort.Cuz i know u were watching me and i kept on believing in you.
Right now we are in a different path.totally in a different world.
I wonder if the meaning behind this lyric somehow still exist in your heart.
Someone's Watching over Me
Found myself today
Oh i found myself and ran away
something pulled me back
the voice of reason i forgot i had
All i know is just you are here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So i won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And i will be strong
even if it all goes wrong
When i'm standng n the dark i'll still believe
someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And i wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All i know is yesterday is gone
And right now i belong
Took this moment to my dreams
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
BAD DAY!!!
I was hoping today would turn up well. I was thinking that i would hav a great time in school. Things turned bad instead of turning good.
I focused on my studies. I am really hoping to catch up and to prepare well for the prelim exams.
During the maths lesson.Unexpectedly, my mobile phone receive sms and i forgotten to turn it into silent mode. It rang and i was shocked.
I had no other choice but to surrender my phone to my teacher.
I am scared and sad.He told me that he would return it either if i manage to pass my maths test or the next months.
I'am so worried.I could not do anything without my phone.
how am i going to contact my Cg members,how am i going to contact my family and my friends.
My moods totally change.i kept on thinking about my hp.
I felt so lonely without my mobile phone.It's the only thing that accompany me other than my laptop. whenever i felt so low or somehow scared,i would just msg anyone.through that i wont think about it again
Since then..other negatives thinking come into my mind.
the thought which create the fear in me.
Few minutes ago,my guardian asked me about my results.
why must now.why must today. he made things even worse.
I started to think bad bout my exams. i somehow losen up hope on my upcoming prelim exams.
Somehow i felt something had shaken me.
i hate it when i feel the fear.
Why am i so weak?why am i so easily give up?
I also want my dreams come true.I really want it!
I want to do well.I want to overcome the fear.
I am tired of giving up so easily.
will things will turns out well?
im so scared...
i need guidence Lord....
I was hoping today would turn up well. I was thinking that i would hav a great time in school. Things turned bad instead of turning good.
I focused on my studies. I am really hoping to catch up and to prepare well for the prelim exams.
During the maths lesson.Unexpectedly, my mobile phone receive sms and i forgotten to turn it into silent mode. It rang and i was shocked.
I had no other choice but to surrender my phone to my teacher.
I am scared and sad.He told me that he would return it either if i manage to pass my maths test or the next months.
I'am so worried.I could not do anything without my phone.
how am i going to contact my Cg members,how am i going to contact my family and my friends.
My moods totally change.i kept on thinking about my hp.
I felt so lonely without my mobile phone.It's the only thing that accompany me other than my laptop. whenever i felt so low or somehow scared,i would just msg anyone.through that i wont think about it again
Since then..other negatives thinking come into my mind.
the thought which create the fear in me.
Few minutes ago,my guardian asked me about my results.
why must now.why must today. he made things even worse.
I started to think bad bout my exams. i somehow losen up hope on my upcoming prelim exams.
Somehow i felt something had shaken me.
i hate it when i feel the fear.
Why am i so weak?why am i so easily give up?
I also want my dreams come true.I really want it!
I want to do well.I want to overcome the fear.
I am tired of giving up so easily.
will things will turns out well?
im so scared...
i need guidence Lord....
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
COSFEST 9.07.2006!
Well i will not say much..just wanna say that..I went for COSFEST held at DownTown East on the 9 of july 2006!!It was really another great experience...This time our team theme was Death Angels!
there were 6 of us..Jaryl,Jester,Nat,Syahid,Teddy and me.
all i can say we had so much fun..
i guess get to know one another more.
I really Thank God for these frens.
We shared same interest in cosplay.
Before get to know them..i couldnt really wear cosplay.My other friends are not that confidence.afraid of people jeering at us.
well..you must dare to be different!=)
Although we love gothic cosplay but our inner side..we all are good teenagers.
Remember "do not judge people by their looks.!"
i put all the pictures from the night before to the actual day..
Just wanna share it with u guys..just scroll down.
see the result youself!=)
there were 6 of us..Jaryl,Jester,Nat,Syahid,Teddy and me.
all i can say we had so much fun..
i guess get to know one another more.
I really Thank God for these frens.
We shared same interest in cosplay.
Before get to know them..i couldnt really wear cosplay.My other friends are not that confidence.afraid of people jeering at us.
well..you must dare to be different!=)
Although we love gothic cosplay but our inner side..we all are good teenagers.
Remember "do not judge people by their looks.!"
i put all the pictures from the night before to the actual day..
Just wanna share it with u guys..just scroll down.
see the result youself!=)
THE NIGHT BEFORE THE ACTUAL COSFEST DAY! (PART 1)
well..since i didnt stay with the guys..first intro..ME!!!haha..i slept at Jester's house..
IN THE MORNING!!ON THE ACTUAL DAY ITSELF!(PART 2)
Jaryl friend came early in the morning and even had set up the video record set and clean the mirror..wow..XD
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