Wednesday, May 02, 2007

BORING

i bet i become real forgetful huh...i forget my blog password again..~.~
but fortunately i am able to log in..><
if not say a real GOOD BYE...haha................

alrite...today....i really have nothing much to do......
since sunday till now i have been staying at my mom's house...
wohoo...totally relaxing aye....eat well and ofcourse sleep VERY well..haha...

i bet right at this moment...everybody is busy with their own stuff..school,doing projects,working at their office...how about me? hmm....as usual..im still waiting for my Uni to start soon...have to wait for another 1-2 more months...honestly it is boring..but somehow im also hoping that time wont move so quickly....coz im gonna miss these people over here..T.T

Sometimes i wonder will i able to adapt in the new place...
totally new for me...and i really have to readapt from 0..
all i can say NEW ADVANTURE~^0^
new country,new home for at least 4 years,new faces,
new foods(i dont really bother about this),new places,new school,
new topic of the course...wont be sciences,Accounting,Social studies,MT and Geography..
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.............interesting isnt it.......

well................................................
=.='' i dont really know what to share already.....
hmmmm......alrite lets talk about today......
as usual...im gonna do something....like cleaning,watching,eat,bath,washing plates,water the flowers....i bet it will be enough for the day huh...~.~

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

DREAMS?

hoho....finally i just get the time to REALLY update my blog...
guess what...today is the first day for my to reupdate my blog and yet..

This is REALLY frustating...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i already type sooo long and i accidentally delete it!!!
arghhhh....this thing really get on my nerve..zZz...T.T

aite...let me start all over again..T.T

i was sharing about school life...
time passes very fast!now im no longer a high school student!><''
im glad and sad at the same time..somehow i feel so lonely..
i miss the time where i had so much fun and joy..
well..after everyone graduate from high school..im sure each one of us...
need to focus and set our mind to take what course for the sake of our own future..~~
i will definitely miss all of my friends AND i will definitely keep contact with all of them!

for now...i've been slacking..it has been 5 months..
and still have to wait for another 3 more months to go..
im going to Malaysia to further my studies..im going to take communication course..
even though i heard so many bad news that is happening in malaysia..
hopefully this is not gonna stop me to fullfill my dream..

this course that im going to take..has been my favourite course..
i believe i have build it since i was young or right when i was born?..haha..
im not very sure if i really have the talent in it or not..
but somehow many people have discover this course suits me alot..
ofcourse myself found out that too...i love to communicate alot!
sometimes i just wonder..why i cant stop talking..haha..dont u guys agree?lol
well..ofcourse i will shut up in certain event happening..
such as in bad mood or sad or wad so ever..hahaa..
but hopefully it is the right course that im taking..

hmm...it is already confirm that im going to M'sia..
so much hard work in it!^^
it was not as easy as u guys might think..
i've shared to some of my frens about how and what i had to go through just to be able to go to Malaysia for my uni..
my dad at first didnt allow me to study at Msia...
he wanted me to study in Jakarta and he was very sure for that to happen..
ofcourse i disagree with his plan..i donno why..
i cried and pray alot..and try my best to convince him..
i talked to him many times..and ofcourse he kept on say no
i almost gave up on my hope..
but my friends encourage me to keep on trying and believe in it..
and sooner i talked to my dad again...finally he agreed..=)
i will make sure..i will work hard in the future..since i have put so much effort for it to happen..and ofcourse i believe it is God's will~!
He will definitely give ways and protection upon me!
Thank God and my friends for supporting me~@!!

no matter how long it takes and what ever it takes..
NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS!^^