Sunday, May 16, 2010

wonderful weekend


Stress will not go away if we don't start to take any action. It is so scary to know workloads can actually make people under so much pressure.

I have no confident in the things I am doing these days. I am confused yet at the same time I cant give up.

The last few days I managed to start shooting my short film and finish every shoot by today.

Yesterday was the day that I didnt feel like doing anything and I really didn't do anything except to enjoy myself (actually today also).

Today is much better, I managed to play around Adobe Premiere Pro though I get scolded for not knowing anything about premiere but it was quite fun. Learning something new.

Then I went out to pay house rental and proceed to have lunch with my dear.

Tried something new, Penang style Curry Mie. It was fantastic!=)

Then we were back home and waited for my main cast to be ready to shoot the last few scenes.

Everything went smoothly and I really am from the bottom of my heart being thankful for the people around me. Great friends and bf.

They did well to help me for my assignment and I hope I can finish it well in editing.

This week is gonna be a super busy week for me~ I pray that I will have the strength, courage and confident to stand up tall and do well.

Gambatte*

Friday, May 14, 2010

the unforgotten memory~

15 months anniversary for dating Mr Chin Hsien Loong.

I thank God for this relationship and I pray I can lead a healthy relationship.

being 15 months together, happy, sad and angry moments we've spent together. We know each other so well.

14 May 2010 is going to be a date which I wont forget. Unexpectedly I went for a sweet date with my dear.

Every moment I spend together with him are always sweet but today is just different.

He was being very extremely gentleman, he helped me carry my laptop bag, he spent on me for movie, lunch at Sushi King and we even enjoyed ourself playing.

I really love my darling and I just wish that he can remain being gentle like the way he did that day.

I hope the two of us can grow mature together and grow the relationship in a better path each moment.

Though I know things cant always be so perfect but I just hope things can be better each day. =)

The sparks will grow more and we can learn how to treasure each other~

Really loving the sweet moment. ^^

Pic will be post soon

Wait up*~ :))

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Think Think


Every day require thinking..

I've been thinking a lot of thing.. studies and reflect back on everything..

Although stress strikes but God blessing never stop.

He gives me friends..a true friend to turn into..friends that care..

Friends who willing to help and I feel motivated by these people..

Even just asking a simple question of " How are you?"

I am thankful

Thank God..:)

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

The crazy moment

busy busy busy busy busy busy busy.....................................

Ever since entering Degree, life has change..
Never in my life I reach a limit of stressness..
There are certain things cant be expressed through the spoken words.
It is just hidden deep down in my heart..ache..

There are so many things bothering me..Studies..life..At times I feel like screaming my lung out..

God is really good..He knows me so well..He is the only one who truly care for me.. He never fails me..When I have no one to turn into..He is always and always there for me..

Last week was really crazy..I was so stress until I can cry at any moment..
during the weekend, things were splendid..I managed to have a lot of fun... I went out with Pastor's son and then get invited to join prayer meeting with the leaders..someone told me again and again I am being reminded..the busier u are the more you need to pray..
My heart felt peace and I stand on my feet again..
God really has His own way to deal with people.. I felt much better..much much better..
Thank you Lord for guiding me..

I really need to learn how to handle stress or else I don't know how things going to be..I may go crazy.. I somehow learn how to manage stress in study.. but there is another thing that isnt answered..

I wish to be treated better.. as a girlfriend..truly..