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MSG for SIS Klessis In AdvaNCe!


umm...tonight is my last night in Spore....tomorrow is my flight to jakarta..i will be away for 2 weeks...somehow in my heart yes indeed im happy...i can see my family and others....

after for so long...i think i havent share this with the whole cg...about why im deciding to stay in this cg...i still remember very clearly in my mind...as u guys know at first i was still confused and unsure of myself...about choosing which cg should i stay ...when God let me met with sis klessis during the Easter day...i wasnt really paying attention so much on her cuz when i move forward to the altar..the councillors passing me here and there till to sis klessis i guess...and she sayang me as she seen me crying at that moment....i know this Church all members are caring...but the way she talked and treated me at that moment so much different from others...she really does care..asking me nicely if im new or backslided...and the way she prayed for me...and she told me that she will call me after that day...in my thought..will she called me...i was really surprised...she did....all other councillors said wanna called me but i guess they forgotten...after that she invited me to go for the Cg...i was like OMG...what am i going to do...i had to chose 3 Cg....i was really lost...then if im nt wrong..she i told her im nt sure...then she said..God will be very happy if i at least giv it a shot go to the cg....at first i was just afraid that she gonna be da same as my old CGL..."forcing" but my old CGL is good too...through her i know and learn to love Jesus..nvm so i went and met u guys....somehow..i felt something different when i first step into sabrina house..i felt the warm presence of God its real...and its like i know u guys very long time ago..i felt like i very closed to u..that's why within a shot i could mix and talk with most of u although still rather shy...
usually ar...i kept quiet very de long 1....
i felt that God want me to start a new fresh life in this Cg...start from all over again...so God put me in this great and cool Cg in my life...i spent time together with N252 family..eat together...having Cell group and regularly went to church service and emerge conference...had fun together...play Uno Card...heart attacked till hand pain2 and red2...:D I nver REGRET..
u know or nt guys...if my old CGL and members see me now...somehow i think they will be so surprise..cuz im change alotz...morally la...outside still da same...short and talkatives...hahaz...but started to go another higher level with God..transform slowly..have a strong faith in God...regular go to Cg and Services...nvr want to giv up in anythings...and even have a great vision!!wooooooo....but there's still room for improvement in me..hahaz....

that's why i told u guys that somehow i dont feel like going back...im gonna miss sis kless bday..haiz..cant throw eggs to her..LOL..lucky u ar sis..hehehehe..muahaha....
its like somehow my heart so heavy...thinking about how many Cellgroup and Svs i gonna miss ....thinking cant play Uno card..eat and fellowship wif u guys....honestly...i nvr feel like this b4...last time when i was going back indo for holiday too...i was just normal...infact wanna quickly go back...freedom..hahaz...
maybe u guys nvr realise this..but i do...guys u really giv a great impact in my life...
but dun worry i will msg u guys often...till we meet again..hehe...

so..final words..hahaha...sis klessis really some1 who is special...she's really understanding..the thing i like her most that she is nt forcing type of ppl...i dunno...deep inside my heart tells me that she is a GREAT CGL...during her preaching...she nvr use bombastic words...she explain the words through her experience...i guess that's y i can grow very fast and healthy in this Cg as i can understand very clearly...XD
some more she very de funny..hahaz....sis kless ar...u dont need to worry about multiplying number of ppl in Cg..im sure..i can feel it that sooner or later our Cg will multiply 2 times...dont rush..hehe...maintain it..we see nt from the quantity but the quality yeaH?!hehe..=p
Sis..guide us all...guide me..guide me to be a great member...
see it?lots of different in me...hehehe...XD aihh..time for me to sleep...nite2...
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p.s-dont cry after read this!:D
if cry tell me..hahaz...jkjk...