continues from the blog before...
after i get my wallet back from my friend...
i quickly went home........ bath and quickly change up........
i couldnt be late for the bible study for water baptism........
T.T sooo hungry.....didnt eat from afternoon till tat moment....
dun have time to eat....even i took cab to go there..........

i entered the room and met new friends...
and brother Isiah teach the BS....
he is my cg leader husband~~he's cute and very kind...
well....he introduced me to all of them...
surprisingly most of them indonesian!!
from 6 people including me...5 people is indonesian...
wow!!!glad to know them......

finally the bs started....He taught us many things..........
and i understand now.....
after i went for the BS...all of us who are going for the baptism....
we are even more on fire....cant wait for the day to come which is this coming saturday or sunday....
my baptism is on sunday while all of them on saturday....
surprisingly....and i was extremely shocked!!
the 4 indonesian are younger than me!!!i thought they were at least around my age...but most of them are sec 1 and 2......
and the funniest thing...or i could say the same opinion......
they thought im 15 years old.....
they were shocked when they know im in sec 5 now...=P

oh yesss........
talking bout new friends.......
im really happy to get to know more people......
and i also get to know new friends........3 of them.......
these guys are nice......
easy to get along with......and they are friendly......
they are Julien,Nicholas and sheng yuan...
really nice to know u all.....=)

really glad to know these people.......
get to know different type of people...........
and for most im glad i can get along with them
especially Sheng Yuan
although just get to know him....
but feel like know him quite long already....i feel joy...=)

oh yesh....special msg to 1 fella...
(when u read this..u know who i mean)
i was hurt badly many times..from friendship and BGR thing..it
leave me a huge scar in my heart...i cried often....
but i never give up and always keep trying....i am afraid to be hurt...
if u were there when i was in pain im sure u will know how badly i was hurt before but i have a strong believe......i can do it...
and i dont wanna live like that all the way till im old......no way....!!
i dont want to bring around the heavy feeling...
i told myself why should i have to be in this kind situation??why me?
why nt the person who has hurt me?do they feel the same thing as what i feel?its nt fair....
if they can enjoy life and be happy..so do i....!!
the same thing as you
dont let ur past bring your life down k.....must not give up...
forget the past and move on....
its hard to forget but at least u have to try......
dont look back.......be strong.....
im sure you dont want to give up isnt it...
and remember everything has the good and bad thing...if u want to feel "L" you have to take both good and bad effect..bare with it....
i know u would nt happy to see me write bout you in here....
maybe you think ..
am i not shy to share this in website where people able to read it.......
yes...embarrased...but......i want to share it to you and many people....
share what i've been through and what did i learn from it...
and honestly i felt much better after i throw up everything right here...
almost the same when i shared it directly to a person...
soo be happy always alrite..:D

i hope i can get along with all of them.....
help them and improve our relationship to a better 1............................
get to know more bout them......
and ofcourse I hope to get to know more people.....
out there...............the people around the world.............
cuz God create all of us equally and infact its unique..........
the face form.....characters.......size......
and even we could find people who has similar faces......
He's amazing.....................