A dream

I had a rough dream last night..all kind of things I dream of..dreams that made me cry while I am asleep.

a dream that make me think about it again and again.

I heard, Usually dream is something about what we think before we sleep and we carried it through our sleep without we even realise it.

the thought create a visual in our mind and as it goes deeper- it become a dream that is seems to be real.

It's a dream after all. I am hoping that what ever I've dream last night, It wont come to pass.

but I hope this dream will become a motivation for me to do better. In every aspect.

In terms of spiritual walk, I hope I can be a good member in my Cg.. a good helper to my cgl..

I want to receive a bigger vision and purpose. I wish to learn new things as I grow and be trusted upon new responsibility, upon a bigger task. not only by my CGL, also any other church leaders, my parents, lecturers and as grow the person that I am working with/ my bos.

as I grow I will be an independent and capable person.

January soon going to meet its end..

Let's see what've I done for the past a month?
I've set my 2009 resolutions- which I hope it's going to work.
this resolution at least helping me to be more organized..knowing what is the do and dont.

January has been great so far,
school work- I think I am able to keep up.
But I am afraid that I am gonna flung my IDTP subject. I am supposed to re create a newsletter which I still do not have the program on my laptop. and I dont have Idea on what to do.
that's really stressing the hell out of me...

friendship- I am still socializing with everyone:)

I've been serving in Nursery..lots of kids..and I need to learn more..there are still rooms for improvement..><

anyway..I am typing this while doing nothing in JB. so far been pretty exciting in JB- pontian.
everyone is being wonderful, especially my friend's family..
I take it as my own home..

but I dont know why..there are still within me- I feel emptiness..I am feeling rather lonely..
It's not saying I am bored..
totally a different feeling..totally uncomfortable..

I hope things will be better soon..

also- after CNY, my cellgroup E18 will be multiply into 2.
I am feeling very excited but also fearful..
I hope I will be capable to help my cg leader which ever cg I am going to.
part of me is just not ready..but the other part is looking forward to receive a greater purpose.

God..give me peace in my heart..tell me things will be alright..

overally I am looking forward for Febuary 2009!

New year 2009 - New Resolutions

It has been months since I last updated my blog.

I would like to apologize to all the people who has been waiting for me to update.

Many things happened within few months and I realized I really miss blogging.

When we've entered year 2009, I've began expecting alot of GOOD things to happen.

I've my new year resolutions.
1. enlarge my faith capacity and Learn God's words even more.
2. Serve in ministry actively.
3. lose some weight!=x
4. To excel in my studies. aiming straight A's! ><~
5. save up financially..

At this point I've began my schools and right now I am in semester 4, the stressful semester compare to the previous ones. Deep down In my heart, I really hope there will be no conflict occur between my friends and I. I had experienced once and It's enough.

I don't know how but I really am hoping that I will be able to cope up with everything.

A year has gone by real fast. I remember very clearly I celebrated Chinese New Year (CNY 2008) at JB and here we go Chinese New year 2009 is coming within few days.
Guess what? JB here I come!!^^,

Besides of all things I am still confused of one thing which is- what hairstyle should I have this year?!

I hope I am going to enjoy my 1 week holiday in JB and planning to meet -MrSnow-
hahas..^^

I am sorry If I blog randomly- seriously I am not sure what to right but well..I wanna praise God for everything He has given to me all this long.^^