these few days,i hav gone through many things..sad,happy,angry and bored feeling...
i was in a very bad mood and i had a hard time to control my own tempered,especially my emotional.I was struggling few months as to get away from the pain that i hav in my heart, hoping that the pain will gone as soon as possible.I felt my heart was as if as being cut by a sharp knife.i could feel it bled teribbly...However,i dont want to give up just like that. i do not want to be trapped in the darkness..im someone who will not easily give up. I fight and fight all the way till today.I manage to forget the hurt i had in the past and just manage to have a better life.
however again the pain is here once again.im scared.i really did not know what to do a few days back.Somehow i became who i was b4..started to giv up..
but thanks to God..He spoke to me through my friend.This friend of mine..its not just a normal friend...but indeed he is someone who plays an important role in my heart:D
Really thank God that He gave me someone who is really care, sweet and understanding towards me..indeed im happy when im with him..:D especially when i see his face..lol...cutee~~
Once again i realised.thanks to God too that He created me to be someone who is rather stubborn!it is a good thing!=D
on the 31 August which was yesterday..my School was having a cross country event held at bedok resevoir.again i have to run as a competitor represented my House which is Topaz( yellow house).however, this year event..none of us (the runner) wanna run but we were being forced by our teacher so that we decided to run but not to compete.Guess what things were nt the same with what i planned.
The teachers started to call for upper sec girl competitor to run.Guess wat..our house did not have enough people..at that moment we lacked 2 persons..my fren and i were panicked..we were nt want too run but it did not meant that we wanted to be disqualified so we went to find people from our house to run..and yesh we made it!we have complete..by the time we reached the starting line, our P.E teacher said that those team who has less than 8 people will be disqualified..2 houses being disqualified and 3 houses including my house were already confirm the 1st,2nd and 3rd winner...we were happy!but we still need to compete to get the best winner..finally i changed my mind..i tried my best to take the advantage..i ran as fast as i could fighting against many competitors and the hot weather. i almost couldnt make it..i felt i wanna gave up half way cuz it was too tough and i was too thirsty....actually i was on the 3rd person however i stopped half way and i became 10 then 11 then 12...i saw the finished line in front of me a few meters away and i speed up..i manage get 11 position among 50!:D
when everything finished.the teacher announced the winners and i went infront to take my trophy..>.<~~ alots of them shouted my name..hehehe... then the turns for team winners..my heart was heavy..thinking that we would get runner up...suddenly they announced the runner up was emerald(green house)!!amazing!!!!!! our team jump full of joy!! we went infront proudly! thanks To jesus...he blessed me with the strenght and confident to run!! i realise that he is a good God cuz i was in a sad mood the day b4 and here i am..full of joy!:D
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