Tuesday, December 20, 2005

I hope this Christmas Season, you'll share God's love, it's free.
Share the plan of salvation, as you decorate your tree.
Remember that God truly loves you, just the way you are.
His love will brighten up your heart, just like the Bethlehem star.
Merry Christmas to you all, may peace come your way.
Remember Baby Jesus as in the manger, He did lay.
He was born to save the world, and to forgive us of our sins.
His love for you is priceless, a love that never ends!

Christmas is more than candle-lighted trees Or stockings hung to bulge with mysteries, More than a glowing fire on home's bright hearth Or warm goodwill encircling the earth.
More than the joy of friendship and good cheer Mirrored in eyes this magic time of year, Or carols sung, or precious gifts we choose.
These things belong, but Christmas is good news.
Of God's own love to us, a sacred place With starlight shining on a Baby's face, And seeking pilgrims of all centuries In reverent silence gathered on their knees. Christmas is all of these, and vastly more Hearts that are glad to worship and adore.

~~~~~~~~~~~~MERRY CHRISTMAS ~~~~~~~~~
it's been almost 2 months im in jakarta..doing lots of stuff here...sometimes feel so bored and sometimes doing some exciting activity...
such as..i dare myself to go out use the normal buses...
it is dangerous but i realise it is fun!!
somehow i roughly know the direction to go some certain mall...
and guess what jakarta has improved on their transport...!!we have bus called busway...u just need to pay once and it will lead u to many destination..safe and good facility!full of aircon~~
feel like im in singapore somehow..
well...yesterday i've just watched Narnia...ummm...nice movie~~
thank to God im able to spend my time with my fav cousin and dearest guy watching movie so that i wont think so much about my result..cuz i get back my result yesterday..and surprisingly i havent know the result yet...im still praying hard for it...i really hope that i can get a good result...
and i realise i've missed lots of fun in singapore by looking at my dearest cellgroup blogs pictures...T.T
well...im still happy although im nt with all of u...
im happy to know that u guys having fun and feel happy..=)
well...i really cant wait to see u guys!!!anyway i'll be back in singapore on the 3rd of january..midnite T.T

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Count???

Count your blessings instead of your crosses;
Count your gains instead of your losses.
Count your joys instead of your woes;
Count your friends instead of your foes.
Count your smiles instead of your tears;
Count your courage instead of your fears.
Count your full years instead of your lean;
Count your kind deeds instead of your mean.
Count your health instead of your wealth;
Count on God instead of yourself.
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be happy what u have now as God blessed u in many ways..
and we shall wait for more blessing from him patiently..
and he shall gives us...
pray hard and have faith...
BLOG HERE I aM!!

hey~~~its been ages i didnt update my blog...
aww...and u know wad..??i even almost forget bout my blog...
forget my users name..oh well..but thank God i remember..hehe...
im gonna write alots guys..=P

so here i am..blogging..=)
well..i think im just gonna update about what im doing when im in jakarta...
do interesting stuff...hemmm...wad is it...haha...
oh well..btw..when im still in singapore..
i hardly wan to go back to jakarta although i know i have too=/
and even till now i feel wanna quickly go back to singapore..
cuz i really cant stand to be here somehow..
the mosquitos rape me here...sobss.T.T
my sexy legs full with red things..haha..(woooooo)
i wanna back with you guys...(*my cellgroup i mean)=p

wanna see how huge is my Cg leader stomach now...
and ohh yea..btw i get another great news from Geraldine that meiling is pragnant too...!!
wow..

*meiling i hope u read this yeah...im happy for u and gary!!=D gary u gonna be a daddy..!!happy huh..lol..anyway Geraldine told me that u need to eat more..and yeah..u have too!!i wanna see u with more fats..hahaz..take care of ur future cute baby boi or girl okie...oh yea by the time im back with u guys..im gonna see 2 huge turtles(sis kless and u)..hahaha..=X

so back with me and jakarta..lol..well..dun worry bout me guys..cuz i live healthly here..
and i gain 3 kg here..arghhh...im fat...lol...i eat alot i admit..lol..
i eat 5 times a day few weeks ago and now rather eat less..lol..
if i eat more im scared im nt gonna fit into my clothes.=x
i help out my family's work sometimes...
and most interesting part is that i've just watch HARRY POTTER!!!
aww..its awesome!!fighting with dragon~~
and the hilarious part was harry fall in love with asian girl..awwww....
if u guys have watch it...im sure u know wad im talking bout..
but kinda disappointing..the show only about 2 and 1/2 hours...
cuz as this story suposely to be the thickest book but its the shortest movie among all other harry potter movie...=/ but its cool anyway..=)

and oh yea...in here...i join my cousin's church..english svs..
cuz she cant really understand indo's languages..
and yeah..its cool..i get to know more frens..
ermm...surprisingly actually all are girls...and i get to know 2 angmos..its cool hey~~
and they all are so sweet..
they invited me to join their dance performance for the coming christmas..
so im in~~need to catch up though..real cool and fast modern dance..
oh yea..the dance is created by the 2 girls..and btw they are twins..pretty gers..
and at least now i get to hear the words of God...:)
God is good..cuz he blessed me all the times although its only a small things..
and He is always good=)

Thursday, September 01, 2005

MY form teacher~ Posted by Picasa
MY cute FReNs Pose! Posted by Picasa
2nd ROUND of ICE CREAM~ Posted by Picasa
My first ROUND of ICE CREAM~LOL Posted by Picasa
the girls~look at camera pls~ Posted by Picasa
the boiz in my class!busy eating!!LOL Posted by Picasa
my table in seoul garden today!~so full~LOL Posted by Picasa
Right side of e slipper~:D Posted by Picasa
left side of the slipper~:D Posted by Picasa
Gift from Choir~XD cute! Posted by Picasa
side way taken~nice??:D Posted by Picasa
My Idea~My class creativity for the teacher's day Posted by Picasa
Last night i still have lots of energy to walk even though after ran for 4.8km long.
straight after the cross country event..a few hours later i had to meet my school choir at the seoul garden for a farewell party for the seniors who are going to graduate soon
(including me!=( ). i really had a great time with them..and oh no..i didnt go for choir practise since the beginning of the year and i didnt know the new members!!how could i!!arghhh...nvm but i had a fun time fellowship wif them..=) im such a good senior..muahahahaha...=X
hehe..praising myself too much..well nt that cuz im a vice president in choir so that i need to know every members name!!i have too although i dun have too..i treat choir as my own family!~

indeed our teachers really small size,sweet and they are still very yound and funny too!~
they gave the seniors slippers~~hahaha..cute...i asked for my teachers autograph on my slipper..=p
in the other hand the choir students were giving our teachers a big suprised for them.a teacher's day cake surprised!and we gave each of them a red Rose flower and A huge message from every members!im sure they felt touch!:D

well today is a holiday..im happy!!but nt really happy cuz i woke up 7am in the morning..it was all because my alarm..zzzzz
the sad thing is that i couldnt move my body at all!!every muscles in my body is so painful....from neck to toe...ahhhhhhhhh....T.T yesterday i did not feel any pain but today hell ya!!!this is the result of yesterday...i was running for the event while for a long time i didnt train myself...all my muscles workin now..sobs.....

today i went to seoul garden at bugis again..2nd round..same place...=.=
this time was for my class gathering...Afraid we dont have the time to celebrate after the N lvl..
i force myself to go although my body all pain..well really have fun today...we laugh and we took alot of pictures with my classmates...in the other hand im quite disappoint with all my subjects teachers...we invited them to come and join us..they told us that they could make it but they did not held their words..they actually did not have to pay for the food..cuz the whole class paying the expenses for the teachers as well..really a big disappointment.

didnt spent myself too long outside..i only bought afew things and then i went home straight..my whole body really painful.>.<~
:D happy~~sweaty and smelly~~=X Posted by Picasa
My Team 1st Champion~wooo...Gold medal~~ Posted by Picasa
My Trophy!2005~~individual~ Posted by Picasa

bad things happen but good thing also happen=)

these few days,i hav gone through many things..sad,happy,angry and bored feeling...
i was in a very bad mood and i had a hard time to control my own tempered,especially my emotional.I was struggling few months as to get away from the pain that i hav in my heart, hoping that the pain will gone as soon as possible.I felt my heart was as if as being cut by a sharp knife.i could feel it bled teribbly...However,i dont want to give up just like that. i do not want to be trapped in the darkness..im someone who will not easily give up. I fight and fight all the way till today.I manage to forget the hurt i had in the past and just manage to have a better life.
however again the pain is here once again.im scared.i really did not know what to do a few days back.Somehow i became who i was b4..started to giv up..

but thanks to God..He spoke to me through my friend.This friend of mine..its not just a normal friend...but indeed he is someone who plays an important role in my heart:D
Really thank God that He gave me someone who is really care, sweet and understanding towards me..indeed im happy when im with him..:D especially when i see his face..lol...cutee~~
Once again i realised.thanks to God too that He created me to be someone who is rather stubborn!it is a good thing!=D

on the 31 August which was yesterday..my School was having a cross country event held at bedok resevoir.again i have to run as a competitor represented my House which is Topaz( yellow house).however, this year event..none of us (the runner) wanna run but we were being forced by our teacher so that we decided to run but not to compete.Guess what things were nt the same with what i planned.
The teachers started to call for upper sec girl competitor to run.Guess wat..our house did not have enough people..at that moment we lacked 2 persons..my fren and i were panicked..we were nt want too run but it did not meant that we wanted to be disqualified so we went to find people from our house to run..and yesh we made it!we have complete..by the time we reached the starting line, our P.E teacher said that those team who has less than 8 people will be disqualified..2 houses being disqualified and 3 houses including my house were already confirm the 1st,2nd and 3rd winner...we were happy!but we still need to compete to get the best winner..finally i changed my mind..i tried my best to take the advantage..i ran as fast as i could fighting against many competitors and the hot weather. i almost couldnt make it..i felt i wanna gave up half way cuz it was too tough and i was too thirsty....actually i was on the 3rd person however i stopped half way and i became 10 then 11 then 12...i saw the finished line in front of me a few meters away and i speed up..i manage get 11 position among 50!:D
when everything finished.the teacher announced the winners and i went infront to take my trophy..>.<~~ alots of them shouted my name..hehehe... then the turns for team winners..my heart was heavy..thinking that we would get runner up...suddenly they announced the runner up was emerald(green house)!!amazing!!!!!! our team jump full of joy!! we went infront proudly! thanks To jesus...he blessed me with the strenght and confident to run!! i realise that he is a good God cuz i was in a sad mood the day b4 and here i am..full of joy!:D

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Warrior Of God

I woke up in the middle of the night, it was exactly 3am. i was wandering why..
I do not really bother why and what is the actual reason for me to wake up in the middle of the night. I told myself to go back sleep..but i just couldnt.
i was thinking hard..why..was it because i have too much problems that is still not yet solve.. or was it because im hungry out of a sudden or i had enough sleep..
it wasnt bcause im hungry and it wasnt because i had enough sleep.
maybe it was bcause i got some relation and friends problems..i dont know..
small little voice within me said do a prayer..seek God..worship Him..
well..i did it...woke up..
i took my bible and my notebook where i noted all great messages..
i closed my eyes and felt nothing but emptyness...
i focused myself..starting to sing a love song to God.slowly i entered God's presence.
the more confidence i sang the song..i pray in tongue...seekin for God..
my mind was "blank" nt really know what am i supose to pray at that moment..
but i just closed my eyes and prayed...i could hear the small voice in me.
i always love to be in the presence of God..really strange..im nt the person that fanatic but i do admit i love to be in the presence of God..
but at that moment i realised something..
I hardly do a quiet time in my room..it was because i will surely fall asleep..i hardly could get God presence.. but that time was different..a total different.
my room was a total silence..i sang the song by myself in my heart..but i did it..

i said to myself..
why i always got into problems..especially when i already forgive them..the problem somehow it just cant stop...i know this is life..full of problems...but why again and again..is it because i still cant forgive them or something?why??what?????
God said to me "right here right now you will start and pray to fight the strong evil"..i didnt question myself but i just followed and i just did it..
i read the old msg that i wrote it down on the 7.03.2004
i read a sentence says " when u nvr be honest to yourself you will never change say in your heart i forgive myself and everyone"
i opened Eph 6:13-18,24
it says
13"therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may withstand in the evil day, and having done all to stand"14"stand therefore,having girded your waist with truth, having put on the breasplate of righteousness."15"and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace16" with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one.
17" take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the spirit which is the word of God
18 praying always with all prayer and supplication in the spirit."
24 Grace be with all hose who love our Lord Jesus in sincerity"

i realise 1 thing that with the armor of God..i will be strong spiritually...
1.live with truth
2.righteousness
3.preparation of the gospel
4.shield of faith
5.helmet of salvation
6.sword of the spirit which is the word of God!
when i learn that by heart...im sure my knowledge will be grow and i can think more in positive way and solve the problems i always think that is imposibble to solve!and above all im sure i will have my breakthrough!!do work according to the word of God!
be truth to God and you shall be given wisdom and shall fight the evil together with God!
with all that 1 cor 16:13-14 and 9
verse 13 says watch stand fast in the faith be brave be strong,let all that you do be done with love. and verse 9 says" For a great and effective door has openned to me,and there are many adversaries."
thanks Lord...i can feel i grow near u more and more!halelujah!!!=)

i do believe that God loves me cuz He wants me to move on..he wants me to be happy..he forgives my sins and he provide me with all the things i need..love and care..
thanks to my Father..im now live freely..no more trap in the the dark and coldness..
bcause one thing..i do want to fight!therefore my Father is also move with me!i may be just a girl..i may be weak but im still a warrior in God's eye!He will fight together with me..
its not only for me...everyone too...as long as your faith towards God is stronger than anything else...in God's eyes u are also the warrior!He loves everyone..:)
LOVE YOU LORD!!

Monday, August 22, 2005

Truth

It's amazing and incredible,
But it's as true as it can be.
God loves and understands us all,
And that means you and me.
His grace is all-sufficient,
For both the young and old,
For the lonely and the timid,
For the brash and for the bold.
His love knows no exceptions,
So never feel excluded.
No matter who or what you are,
Your name has been included.
And no matter what your past has been,
Trust God to understand.
And no matter what your problem is,
Just place it in His Hand.
For in all of our unloveliness,
This great God loves us still.
He loved us since the world began,
And what's more, He always will!

Sunday, August 21, 2005

yay~Happy Day~ Posted by Picasa
~after cut the cake~ Posted by Picasa
Me~~>.<~~ Posted by Picasa
~~My Birthday Cake~surprise From Rosita!!>.< Posted by Picasa
~Me And RoSita~=) Posted by Picasa
~Present From molly (bear) and Rosita (full of penguin)~:D Posted by Picasa
^Molly and RosIta^ Posted by Picasa
*Present From MoLLY* Posted by Picasa
~~MolLY~~ Posted by Picasa
~Lidya and me Again~ in da Steakhouse Posted by Picasa