Thursday, October 22, 2009

Happy birthday to Issac Lim

Today is a special day for Mr Issac Lim aka ah pek :D

Happy Birthday to you.. I wish you happiness and long life.
We've known each other for almost two years and half.
The first time to get to know you, people say we were twins/ siblings and some people say we are like couple. =P

Just wanna let you know, I am glad and really am happy to have known you.
Together we've been through tough and happy time. We are together in dream team with the rest of our beloved friends.
Time passes so fast and we are finishing our college years.
I hope we will still contact each other and will not lost contact until we are turning old.=D


Once again Happy Birthday Issac Lim!!:D

*hugs*

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Thank you

Today is a wonderful day!

First reason: No class!

Second reason: can wake up a later than 8!

Third reason: I went to college just for a briefing. I went by foot and It was really hot sunny day. I wish in my heart- God please let the cloud cover the sun and dont let me sweat. It really happened!! cloud blocked the sun until I reached college!! how wonderful!

Forth reason: Free lunch! the school provided! :P

Fifth reason: watched dvd while eating dinner with my loved one.

sixth reason: Took a nice bath~

Seventh reason: relaxing time while blogging.:D

Can we do that every single day? counting how many good things happen in a day.
At times, we faced one problem and we let that one take over many other things happened. We also assumed, everything is bad.

It is depending on each individual. we decide what we feel and we decide how things going to happen. Of course we do not control on what will happen next but we control our emotion, our thoughts and action.

We have to learn how to appreciate on the things we have and not complain on every single thing that went wrong.

(To those who read today's blog, please dont mind me. I am a little off today. )

I just wanna say Thank You God for giving me a peaceful day.:D

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Wish

I enjoyed the things happened these days. Besides, having much freedom from assignments and project work. My relationship is sailing smoothly. Yesterday was my 8th Month anniversary. Nothing much happened and never expect anything much to happen as we never celebrated any anniversary even once. At first I was kinda feeling not right but after sometimes, get used to it. The only different was Justin and Joanne came over to have dinner together. I can see that he was so excited to have his friends come over to join us for dinner. everyone enjoyed the dinner.

My boyfriend treat me well and care about me, I remember he used to say he dislikes a girl who being overly "manja" and he said he doesnt mind me being that way.
He even stop smoking, I kept asking him to stop and he is one stubborn guy. He never do what I asked him to do but he said to me and himself that he will stop smoking.

I really happy to see him change into a better guy. I am not saying those people who smoke are bad people but I just prefer a guy who doesnt smoke. It is unhealthy and waste too much money for something that will only kill you.

How I wish he will do something that will surprised me. I dont expect he will give me anything that is expensive. As long as it is something that really sweet from the bottom of his heart.;p

Every thing is going well but I dont know why my heart feel burden lately. feeling really worried. I realised that my diploma study is going to end soon and I am going home to my hometown for a month long. I wondered what goes in his mind after I told him about it.

I am so worried that I wont be able to come back to KL. I will continue my degree that is for sure but what if things change last minute. So many things running around my mind. I want this relationship will last long.

My boyfriend and I been through together alot and we've found out each other positive and ugly side. I admit he is rather different from other guys I've dated. I never paid for my own food and the stuff I bought But when I am with him, we pay for our own food and we even share when we wanna buy stuff. At first I find it really weird and kinda awkward but slowly I figure out and I dont mind to do all that because I understand his situation, he is only a student and his parents send him money enough for him to buy his needs. I hope once he is working, he will do what guys supposed to do.

I dont wish him to buy me diamond or pay for every of my expenses. If we really meant to be together, I just want a guy who is responsible, understanding, caring and gentle.
I love it when I feel someone needs me and I loved it when someone loves me dearly. I really treasure my relationship. I love him for the way he is, the way he handle me- when he is sweet, he can be very sweet and I love it. I love it when I see him in church and pray together with me.I love the way he share stories whenever he experience new things in college or the places he went without me. I love the way he call me biebie. I love it when I saw him sleep talking and called biebie and I love the most when he cuddled me.

May God bless my relationship. God knows how told mold my character and I pray He will mold strong this relationship.^^

Biebie in case you read my blog and you may get angry when you read the way I say about you. Indeed I dislike that part of you but I love you and I learn to understand you more. I hope you will do the best for me. :)

Forgive my mistakes and sorry to piss you often. Love you lots^^

Happy 8th anniversary to my biebie and Myself! XP