DREAMS?

hoho....finally i just get the time to REALLY update my blog...
guess what...today is the first day for my to reupdate my blog and yet..

This is REALLY frustating...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i already type sooo long and i accidentally delete it!!!
arghhhh....this thing really get on my nerve..zZz...T.T

aite...let me start all over again..T.T

i was sharing about school life...
time passes very fast!now im no longer a high school student!><''
im glad and sad at the same time..somehow i feel so lonely..
i miss the time where i had so much fun and joy..
well..after everyone graduate from high school..im sure each one of us...
need to focus and set our mind to take what course for the sake of our own future..~~
i will definitely miss all of my friends AND i will definitely keep contact with all of them!

for now...i've been slacking..it has been 5 months..
and still have to wait for another 3 more months to go..
im going to Malaysia to further my studies..im going to take communication course..
even though i heard so many bad news that is happening in malaysia..
hopefully this is not gonna stop me to fullfill my dream..

this course that im going to take..has been my favourite course..
i believe i have build it since i was young or right when i was born?..haha..
im not very sure if i really have the talent in it or not..
but somehow many people have discover this course suits me alot..
ofcourse myself found out that too...i love to communicate alot!
sometimes i just wonder..why i cant stop talking..haha..dont u guys agree?lol
well..ofcourse i will shut up in certain event happening..
such as in bad mood or sad or wad so ever..hahaa..
but hopefully it is the right course that im taking..

hmm...it is already confirm that im going to M'sia..
so much hard work in it!^^
it was not as easy as u guys might think..
i've shared to some of my frens about how and what i had to go through just to be able to go to Malaysia for my uni..
my dad at first didnt allow me to study at Msia...
he wanted me to study in Jakarta and he was very sure for that to happen..
ofcourse i disagree with his plan..i donno why..
i cried and pray alot..and try my best to convince him..
i talked to him many times..and ofcourse he kept on say no
i almost gave up on my hope..
but my friends encourage me to keep on trying and believe in it..
and sooner i talked to my dad again...finally he agreed..=)
i will make sure..i will work hard in the future..since i have put so much effort for it to happen..and ofcourse i believe it is God's will~!
He will definitely give ways and protection upon me!
Thank God and my friends for supporting me~@!!

no matter how long it takes and what ever it takes..
NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS!^^