A new fresh month of May!!
now is may!!oh boy....extremely fast....gulp....
haha.....time passed so fast...

anyway...its been sometimes i didnt blog (again=P)
well...lots of things happened ofcourse....
good and bad....

guess i shall share my good experiences...haaha...
firstly...i wanna say thanks to God...
since the Easter day...16.4.2006
He renew my faith again.....
and im glad to feel His presence....
joy for his revelation through pastor Mark and brother Victor....
I've realised alot of things...
they told me something i didnt realise...
i'd lost the passion...the first Love towards Him...
although im regularly go to church and serving in childern church...
but i've left the passion behind...
but here i am....once again....feel his presence and the passion...=)

another thing is tat...all i want from God is to let me find happiness..
im tired to be hurt again and again...i surrendered every single thing into His hand...let His will be done and i believe His plans are the best for me..someone told me that i need a break..its not my time to get into a relationship..need time to heal..
she's right..all i want is to make more friends..and i did!
i meet lots of new friends...=)

On that Easter day He introduced me to someone..
this person is really nice and funny...a great guy..
i believe its not a coincident nor accident..
and i want to believe that it was His plan!!
Introduce me to someone who has the same religion and church..
and now we are together....
im so happy to have such a great and understanding leader..
im really happy to hear she said she is happy to hear this news...
glad she support...
I pray..this is will last long...
if this is His plan...He will bless this relationship..=)

i had tried my best not to look back to the past
i moved on....through sister klessis and the Cg love...
i managed to slowly forget the past...
but somehow it slowly come back to me....
i dream about that particular person again and again..
i never expect to have such a dream...
its hurt....

He has let me meet with someone with the same believe...
i believe...i will definitely move on!!
cuz i found someone who is great....
someone who has faith in Him...
someone who will pray together with me..
someone that i trust can bring joy=)
this is a new chapter...
a new story has begun...=)
everyone deserve a happiness...including me!!=)