Wednesday, June 07, 2006
EMERGE CONFERENCE!
This year emerge conference was the first time i participated in the parade of school(POS) cheer leading.
the first meeting i had was at jurong west.
did not really know anyone.
the following day, i help out brother ming jin to call up the east cluster students,really lots of them.Encouraged them to participate and tell them its gonna be fun.=)
the 2nd meeting was help at tampines.
arghh...one of most unlucky day.at that moment i accidentally dropped my favourite samsung hp into the train railway.
i was panicked.the security helped to take my phone back.
yes,really great.its spoiled.but thank God somehow still able to receive call.T.T
anyway as i reached tampines i get to know many of new friends,shawn yip,matthew,roger and few of them.=) soon i get to more of them...
things were really exciting and ofcourse full of challanges.
ofcourse there was a time where misunderstanding occured,unhappiness with one another but afterall everything back to normal because we are one as EAST cluster and will always be.
well..we got more on fire as the time get nearer to the actuall day.
we practiced really hard.
we were divided into few categories
the stage dancer,floor dancer,bases and ofcourse flyers.
many of us were new.some didnt know how to dance, some guys didnt know how to be based and some new flyers didnt know how to become flyer (one of the was me^^) but sooner we all know how to do it already!
we practiced really hard.especially the 2 weeks before emerge.
we practiced everyday,sometimes at SMU and sometimes at bedok stadium.
on the day itself,during the emerge 01.06.06 we reached expo really early. practiced on the stage, and ofcourse we got few hours break.me,wan yi and jasmine went to tampines. we bought some fake tatoos and they bought contact lense.
4pm everyone started to get change.oh no! there was no make up artist!!
well...we somehow were in a bit of trouble.
we didnt really prepare at all.
thanks to the North cluster girls and NUS girls.
they helped us out with the make up.
they really did care for us.
even though we were compete with one another.really feel touch!
oh yes, not to forget really wanna say thanks to my fren. He lend few hair colour spray.^^
ofcourse wanna say thanks to brother Bevent (our dance instructor)^^ thanks for your time and your courage.we really appreciate it.
last but not least thanks to God!everything went smoothly.
no one was injured so badly,though Swee min and Elis had a bad stomach pain due to the old injury. Thank God for the protection and the last minute creativity He gave me which was to draw the guys faces.hahaha...^^
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!EAST CLUSTER!!
This year emerge conference was the first time i participated in the parade of school(POS) cheer leading.
the first meeting i had was at jurong west.
did not really know anyone.
the following day, i help out brother ming jin to call up the east cluster students,really lots of them.Encouraged them to participate and tell them its gonna be fun.=)
the 2nd meeting was help at tampines.
arghh...one of most unlucky day.at that moment i accidentally dropped my favourite samsung hp into the train railway.
i was panicked.the security helped to take my phone back.
yes,really great.its spoiled.but thank God somehow still able to receive call.T.T
anyway as i reached tampines i get to know many of new friends,shawn yip,matthew,roger and few of them.=) soon i get to more of them...
things were really exciting and ofcourse full of challanges.
ofcourse there was a time where misunderstanding occured,unhappiness with one another but afterall everything back to normal because we are one as EAST cluster and will always be.
well..we got more on fire as the time get nearer to the actuall day.
we practiced really hard.
we were divided into few categories
the stage dancer,floor dancer,bases and ofcourse flyers.
many of us were new.some didnt know how to dance, some guys didnt know how to be based and some new flyers didnt know how to become flyer (one of the was me^^) but sooner we all know how to do it already!
we practiced really hard.especially the 2 weeks before emerge.
we practiced everyday,sometimes at SMU and sometimes at bedok stadium.
on the day itself,during the emerge 01.06.06 we reached expo really early. practiced on the stage, and ofcourse we got few hours break.me,wan yi and jasmine went to tampines. we bought some fake tatoos and they bought contact lense.
4pm everyone started to get change.oh no! there was no make up artist!!
well...we somehow were in a bit of trouble.
we didnt really prepare at all.
thanks to the North cluster girls and NUS girls.
they helped us out with the make up.
they really did care for us.
even though we were compete with one another.really feel touch!
oh yes, not to forget really wanna say thanks to my fren. He lend few hair colour spray.^^
ofcourse wanna say thanks to brother Bevent (our dance instructor)^^ thanks for your time and your courage.we really appreciate it.
last but not least thanks to God!everything went smoothly.
no one was injured so badly,though Swee min and Elis had a bad stomach pain due to the old injury. Thank God for the protection and the last minute creativity He gave me which was to draw the guys faces.hahaha...^^
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!EAST CLUSTER!!
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
A new fresh month of May!!
now is may!!oh boy....extremely fast....gulp....
haha.....time passed so fast...
anyway...its been sometimes i didnt blog (again=P)
well...lots of things happened ofcourse....
good and bad....
guess i shall share my good experiences...haaha...
firstly...i wanna say thanks to God...
since the Easter day...16.4.2006
He renew my faith again.....
and im glad to feel His presence....
joy for his revelation through pastor Mark and brother Victor....
I've realised alot of things...
they told me something i didnt realise...
i'd lost the passion...the first Love towards Him...
although im regularly go to church and serving in childern church...
but i've left the passion behind...
but here i am....once again....feel his presence and the passion...=)
another thing is tat...all i want from God is to let me find happiness..
im tired to be hurt again and again...i surrendered every single thing into His hand...let His will be done and i believe His plans are the best for me..someone told me that i need a break..its not my time to get into a relationship..need time to heal..
she's right..all i want is to make more friends..and i did!
i meet lots of new friends...=)
On that Easter day He introduced me to someone..
this person is really nice and funny...a great guy..
i believe its not a coincident nor accident..
and i want to believe that it was His plan!!
Introduce me to someone who has the same religion and church..
and now we are together....
im so happy to have such a great and understanding leader..
im really happy to hear she said she is happy to hear this news...
glad she support...
I pray..this is will last long...
if this is His plan...He will bless this relationship..=)
i had tried my best not to look back to the past
i moved on....through sister klessis and the Cg love...
i managed to slowly forget the past...
but somehow it slowly come back to me....
i dream about that particular person again and again..
i never expect to have such a dream...
its hurt....
He has let me meet with someone with the same believe...
i believe...i will definitely move on!!
cuz i found someone who is great....
someone who has faith in Him...
someone who will pray together with me..
someone that i trust can bring joy=)
this is a new chapter...
a new story has begun...=)
everyone deserve a happiness...including me!!=)
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Joke is here!=D
A Really Bad Day
There was this guy at a bar, just looking at his drink.
He stays like that for half of an hour.
Then, this big trouble-making truck driver steps next to him, takes the drink from the guy, and just drinks it all down.
The poor man starts crying.
The truck driver says, "Come on man, I was just joking.
Here, I'll buy you another drink. I just can't stand to see a man cry.
"No, it's not that. This day is the worst of my life. First, I fall asleep, and I go late to my office. My boss, outrageous, fires me. When I leave the building, to my car, I found out it was stolen. The police said that they can do nothing. I get a cab to go to the bar, and when I leave it, I remember I left my wallet and credit cards there. The cab driver just drives away."
"I come to this bar. And just when I was thinking about putting an end to my life, you show up and drink my poison."
There was this guy at a bar, just looking at his drink.
He stays like that for half of an hour.
Then, this big trouble-making truck driver steps next to him, takes the drink from the guy, and just drinks it all down.
The poor man starts crying.
The truck driver says, "Come on man, I was just joking.
Here, I'll buy you another drink. I just can't stand to see a man cry.
"No, it's not that. This day is the worst of my life. First, I fall asleep, and I go late to my office. My boss, outrageous, fires me. When I leave the building, to my car, I found out it was stolen. The police said that they can do nothing. I get a cab to go to the bar, and when I leave it, I remember I left my wallet and credit cards there. The cab driver just drives away."
"I come to this bar. And just when I was thinking about putting an end to my life, you show up and drink my poison."
EASTER DAY! 
last year Easter day was the day where i decided to come back to God after 4 months backslide.
i have no regret.its been a year already.
Easter day is the day where i can measure myself.
Measure how much i have grown spiritually in God.
The day to reflect all the things i have done.
The day to renew my faith and strenghten in all over again.
and reminds me to move on!
as it reminds me all over..that...
He hung suspended -
between Heaven and Hell, life and death, God and damnation.
Long ago, far away, so the Gospels tell,
He gave His life for our salvation.
He wept our tears, our guilt on Him was lain,
He took our burdens and bent with our sin's weight,
His body was broken, He was afire with pain.
But the human agony, though so very great,
could not begin to compare with the pain He knew at the darkness which separated Him now at death's hour, from His beloved Father -
as the stain of our sins grew
He was utterly cut off from God's almighty power.
But as His triumphant cry rent that dark air; "It is finished",
echoed the angels in heavenly chorus,
and satan was bound and cast down into his lair.
When death and damnation were defeated, Love was victorious!
last year Easter day was the day where i decided to come back to God after 4 months backslide.
i have no regret.its been a year already.
Easter day is the day where i can measure myself.
Measure how much i have grown spiritually in God.
The day to reflect all the things i have done.
The day to renew my faith and strenghten in all over again.
and reminds me to move on!
as it reminds me all over..that...
He hung suspended -
between Heaven and Hell, life and death, God and damnation.
Long ago, far away, so the Gospels tell,
He gave His life for our salvation.
He wept our tears, our guilt on Him was lain,
He took our burdens and bent with our sin's weight,
His body was broken, He was afire with pain.
But the human agony, though so very great,
could not begin to compare with the pain He knew at the darkness which separated Him now at death's hour, from His beloved Father -
as the stain of our sins grew
He was utterly cut off from God's almighty power.
But as His triumphant cry rent that dark air; "It is finished",
echoed the angels in heavenly chorus,
and satan was bound and cast down into his lair.
When death and damnation were defeated, Love was victorious!
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
it has been a month i didnt blogging!
actually there's alot of things that i wanna type in...but my usual bad habit which is lazy. cant deny it.~,~
oh well...as i said lots of things had happend for the past 1 month...
wanna share it all but i guess i cant really remember all.
in simple words,i shall summary it.
after my friend left Singapore,i get more busy than before.
first of all..i went for spelling bee competition.It was fun and ofcourse i had a tough time too!my cellgroup member,meiling, she helped me out alots.She test me how to spell the words which i have not learn yet.in 4 hours before the competition start, i manage to spell about 100 new words.however,i guess that was the limit i could memorise..my felt like throw up..as if my brain couldnt contain more words.
finally the competition start.im happy with the first word that being tested.the word which was already on my finger tip.
i had another tough time.i couldnt really understand the speaker's spelling, so much different.one and for most i had no time to figure it out the words as i only had enough time to write.
i had tried my best and i realised its not as easy as i think.
the result should be out by now..if i am able to pass and go for the next round,its great! but...really...if i am not qualified for the next round, im even happier! i have to memorise the same 500 words and add 300 new words..total is 800 words..no way im going to toture my brain again...T.T
overall i learn new words..such as 'kiester'
haha...
well another great news is that i have started serving in childern church!finally! yay!!^0^
God's calling is here.
last saturday was my first day serving.it was great.
the kids are cute.Some are naughty though.
i hope i will grow more through in this ministry.
Set a good example to the kids.Show them How great my God is!
nothing is impossible.i know i can change their hearts!
i have been waited for this time to come.I want to be useful..
i want to do well for Him.
the time for me to spend more time serving God,
to be used by God in many ways.
God has change me once again and i realise i keep on trying to do well for God by my own strength..i toture myself when it turn out bad.
i felt down because of it.
i finally realise that i get myself busy until i have no time to spend with Him. i thought the things with what im doing will satisfy Him but i was wrong.
i will not impress him by getting myself so busy.
infact the more i get busy,it drew me away from Him.
busy is 'being under satan yard'
He wants me to put down all the burden into His hand and the most important is available myself for Him.
trust everything unto him.
spend my time fellowship with Him and wait for His words.
He will use me more.
i know He loves me..
He brings light to me when im in the darkness.
He pull my hands and lead me to the right way when i lost my way.
He protect the people i love and He protect me.
I believe in Him more than myself
i know and i know that He has great plan for me.
i want to grow more and more. This is the thing that i really wants.
to be recognised by Him.
i want to tell everyone how great my God is.^^
actually there's alot of things that i wanna type in...but my usual bad habit which is lazy. cant deny it.~,~
oh well...as i said lots of things had happend for the past 1 month...
wanna share it all but i guess i cant really remember all.
in simple words,i shall summary it.
after my friend left Singapore,i get more busy than before.
first of all..i went for spelling bee competition.It was fun and ofcourse i had a tough time too!my cellgroup member,meiling, she helped me out alots.She test me how to spell the words which i have not learn yet.in 4 hours before the competition start, i manage to spell about 100 new words.however,i guess that was the limit i could memorise..my felt like throw up..as if my brain couldnt contain more words.
finally the competition start.im happy with the first word that being tested.the word which was already on my finger tip.
i had another tough time.i couldnt really understand the speaker's spelling, so much different.one and for most i had no time to figure it out the words as i only had enough time to write.
i had tried my best and i realised its not as easy as i think.
the result should be out by now..if i am able to pass and go for the next round,its great! but...really...if i am not qualified for the next round, im even happier! i have to memorise the same 500 words and add 300 new words..total is 800 words..no way im going to toture my brain again...T.T
overall i learn new words..such as 'kiester'
haha...
well another great news is that i have started serving in childern church!finally! yay!!^0^
God's calling is here.
last saturday was my first day serving.it was great.
the kids are cute.Some are naughty though.
i hope i will grow more through in this ministry.
Set a good example to the kids.Show them How great my God is!
nothing is impossible.i know i can change their hearts!
i have been waited for this time to come.I want to be useful..
i want to do well for Him.
the time for me to spend more time serving God,
to be used by God in many ways.
God has change me once again and i realise i keep on trying to do well for God by my own strength..i toture myself when it turn out bad.
i felt down because of it.
i finally realise that i get myself busy until i have no time to spend with Him. i thought the things with what im doing will satisfy Him but i was wrong.
i will not impress him by getting myself so busy.
infact the more i get busy,it drew me away from Him.
busy is 'being under satan yard'
He wants me to put down all the burden into His hand and the most important is available myself for Him.
trust everything unto him.
spend my time fellowship with Him and wait for His words.
He will use me more.
i know He loves me..
He brings light to me when im in the darkness.
He pull my hands and lead me to the right way when i lost my way.
He protect the people i love and He protect me.
I believe in Him more than myself
i know and i know that He has great plan for me.
i want to grow more and more. This is the thing that i really wants.
to be recognised by Him.
i want to tell everyone how great my God is.^^
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